Since not many knew about my blog,I guess its safe for me to reveal my secret feelings in this post.I actually have feelings for a certain girl in my school.It's better if I just call her as girl "Y".I still could remember the very day I sat beside her back then at a GP lecture.It was then where I first met her and beganto be friends with her. Soon we got to know each other better and we became good friends.Frankly speaking,this is the first time I felt this way towards someone.What was I suppose to say?She is nice,cute,preety and tall for that matter.I really thought that maybe someday it could happen but it turns out that I was wrong.
Somewhere,somehow along the road,things went downslope and changed.I don't know why but she started to dissipate away from me as if I had done something wrong.Oh...what was I thinking!I should have realise from the start that she and I are totally different in character and status.She is a girl who likes to enjoy and have fun around friends while I have to prioritise on getting good grades for a scholarship to help my family.Moreover I felt that she doesn't feel the same way about me.
It has been 5 months now.I've tried to give up pursuing her but I still have feelings for her.Some may already know who is the girl I'm talking about but I'm sure that she doesn't know.Maybe...just maybe someday it will happen.But for now...my feelings will still be a secret from her.XOXO