Aftermath of everything

Its been a few weeks since my exams had ended and suddenly once again I had some amount of time in my hand. Of course not forgetting that me and my family have moved out on mid October. However, my mind is still distracted by all the things that happened throughout this year. In just a blink of an eye, 10 months had already passed by. From that day I set foot in the school to the new people that I’ve met and the whole new experience that I encountered, all this just flashed as the bits of memory in my mind.

Of course I do miss my past life and my friends…but looking forward to what is present in front of me right now, I realised that this is what life is all about. Maybe it is only by moving on that you will find the best in life…something that could replace your past. That is also what I’ve decided to do about my feelings towards Ying Yan. Yes its true that the hardest part of moving on is starting from the beginning….but I’m certain that someday I will find the light at the end of the tunnel.

As life flashes past me, I remember the times that I’ve already spent in my school, irregardless of the good times or the bad times. Like they say…the first step is always the hardest. I do also remember of all the lost chances and opportunity to forge a relationship with her…but I have to let it all go now. I just hope that time…time would heal all wounds. What I can only do now is to live in the moment and hope for the better…