It was never easy to forget my life and start afresh this year. Nobody said that it would be this hard. Seeing the tests that I have to face daily is really painful. It may not seem that way physically but deep down inside, I'm badly scarred. What am I suppose to do? Sometime I just wish that I did not have to go though 2010 in the first place. Mistakes after mistakes just keep on haunting me, following me all the way to 2011.
Seeing her together with another guy just makes matters worse. Rejection is already bad enough but....this just hurts badly. I'm still trying to get over her and this just come like a tidal wave, sweeping me off my feet.. I kept on asking myself...where did I went wrong? What was my mistakes? I'm just confused.
Whatever it is, this is the year where everything have to change. Regain hope...regain life and start fighting back. For a miracle to happen, I must attempt the near impossible...forgetting YY totally,putting my priorities right and fight back to become who I was suppose to be. I know that life will continuously be hard from now on but somehow I'll have to start learning to breathe again. This tests will never stop and I must learn to live with it. The struggle starts now!
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