Is it a blessing or a curse to have your own identity?I kept asking myself this very question.I felt that it was a curse that I am certain of where I want to be when I graduate,what i wanted to achieve in life,my life plans...all in detail.As compared to other people of my age,I have instead went through a different sort of life...a bad experience of life that is not apt to my age...forcing me to mature before my age
Teens at my age might be frivolous,not really caring about their studies and enjoying life to the fullest.I don't know why,what or where did I went wrong.Once again I tried to be like them just to be more socialised and make mutual friends.But I am in the end the one who gets hurt.I am not them!I've got my own ways to live life and I am sure that I am in the right path to achieve the success I've been fighting for 3 years.Many of my teachers told me that I can be somebody one day and that I have something which many teens these days don't have...my own identity.
However...I keep looking back and ask myself why...why I can't be like them?Why I don't have the EQ to mingle as a real friend and not someone you only say hi to?At the end of the day,I have to choose...to be the unique me alone or to be common like them and have a real social life.I simply don't have the answer...Who am I?
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