Family Matters

It seems like yesterday when I first entered secondary school. I thought it would turn out to be better but I was wrong all along. When I moved on to upper secondary, I began to realised this and promised myself that no matter what happens, I would do everything it takes to make my family’s life better again. Because of me…I…that had hurt my mom’s feelings too many times in the past due to my actions.

My mom…my best and closest friend. She was more of a friend than a mother to me. If there is someone who knows me and my feelings very well, it would be her. Even now I still confide to her about my feelings towards that girl…girl “Y” that I spoke of before in the blog. Recently my family had been through a rough patch and it was hard for us, particularly my mom to move on. As the only young son left in the household, studying had turn into an only way to salvage my family.

Here I am…now in a JC on route to university. I wished I could be like everyone else but my responsibility forces me to sacrifice my feelings and desires at times and do whatever it takes to pick my family back up again. Then again, there are still many things that many, including her don’t know about me and who I really am. I guess in due time they would certainly understand me better.