First degree insanity

   Somehow, I've managed to squeeze some time to update my blog while revising. The paper today was my element...Geography. The questions posed were also right down my alley but in the end I just screwed it up as the clock ticks out and many strong points still not posed. Moreover, I was just too busy making my arguments unique that once again I've overlooked other issues that are so obvious. Well, at least I know that I could've pull another podium finish had I never made any blunders along the way.

   Apart from that, I saw "her" again, two rows apart from me and with her hands above her head. Once again, I can't help but emphatise for her. As much as all the shit that happens between us, she is still a nice friend and a lovely girl. She reminds me of Blair... biggest vices with her "insecurities" with regards to her life. At times, this anxiety creates flaws and complexities which contribute to her character. However, the true Blair is ultimately a "good girl" at heart.  I wanted to talk to her just after the exams but she seems to be avoiding me. Maybe she's in a dilemma after the "confession" from Max Teh on the radio, if I did not heard that wrong. All in all, I just felt bad for her, knowing that she is going through both love and studies issues simultaneously and silently on her own (maybe not exactly alone). However...that was how far it would go. I would never jeopardise all the hard effort and the mounting hopes from many just for her alone...like what I did before.
   And that's about it...with more headache and heartache prelim papers to come and the dreaded A's in less than 50 days time, I've to put my head in the game and do whatever it takes to pull another victory...if God permits. For the rest out there, enduring dreaded exams too, give it your best shot until you can't give anymore and then celebrate the results without regrets(I hope...)!!<3