Words thought and spoken

And suddenly she came back…this time with the message. Here I am…now wondering what to do. Personally I feel quite touched with what she has to say and frankly speaking, I still do have a tinge of feelings for her. Like I always was, I am just a simple person who doesn't harbor hatred towards someone that easily. And yes its true…I don't really know her enough. However, I was ready to accept her for who she is from the first time. Anyway…this is the message and reply…

I am really grateful for how you feel towards me. But firstly, I am not that good as you've said, and I really don't think I am very nice nor pretty, maybe its just you just haven't know me enough. Personally I really feel touched towards how you feel towards me.. but, I don't deserve such strong feelings from you. I really feel sorry that I can't return you any feelings. But I do like you as a friend as friends like you who are not judgmental and understanding are hard to come, I really treasure you as my friend. I am really sorry that I could not return you any feelings, 'cause I know I am not suitable for you. You are really a good guy with a clear and kind heart, but its just I am just not the girl for you. I am sure, in the near future, you will find a girl who you will love from the bottom of your heart and she too. :)

Dear Ying Yan, I'm sorry if I had made you feel awkward towards me because of the confession. In the first place, you should not be saying something like that about yourself. Everyone is special in their own ways…and you are special in your own ways too. Maybe you do not know it…but there are many who treasure you for something that is more important than just good looks or intellect, it is your heart. You have been the sunshine of many…always being there cheering them up when they are down. And I can assure you that beneath it all, everybody has a nice heart one way or another, including you. So don't doubt yourself that way because you are already a nice girl, irregardless of what others may have to say. Because who you're really are is what is in your heart. To me, I have already treasured you as a close friend. So don't worry too much about talking to me. As you said, I'm not judgmental and I'm understanding. Just cheer up and keep smiling k! :)