I thought I've understand a lot about life…whereas in fact I barely understand anything. I may be able to find solutions to many problems, know what a girl really wants from a guy and being able to understand well about the feelings of other people…but I'm unable to even comprehend my own issues. Maybe this is because I have never experienced it really on my own.
Many people claimed that everything happens for a reason and that I still have a long way to go. I am not trying to be pessimistic here or somewhat but its just that this is very hard for me to swallow right now. Take it for instance, many people who met me will always ask me whether I do have a girlfriend. I feel like laughing whenever I heard this. Like have you even see how girls react to me? And here you are saying that there is a girl who will fall for me? And then there is the saying that there is someone meant for me out there waiting and that girls are going for guys with big bucks. Have you even look at the real world? Only career women go after guys like that and FYI, girl go after guys who have a "bad' personality, good-looking and trendy.
If there is one thing I still agree with the majority, It is that family and studies is still the first priority. No matter what happens, I must not let my studies go down the drain for the sake of my family. Maybe at the end of the day, I do still have to leave this issue to fate. About the long way to go…I don't know about that. I mean who can predict life right? Anyway the only thing I can do now is hope and pray that things will turn better by the minute and not be worse instead!
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