Fighting back...

   As the first preliminary exams approaches, many things are on my mind. Especially the fact that I really do not want to fail this time. It's all about redemption this time. I remember clearly how I let myself drift apart and ended up failing miserably previously. With mounting pressure on my back to do what's right, I surely do not want to fail this time.
   At least one things for certain is that situations have changed right now. Maybe to be more precise, I've changed a lot since the first time I stepped into IJC. While I was very stubborn, defiant,weak and most certainly lovestruck in the past year, this time perseverance, fighting spirit and the very will to survive is what that replaces. I am most certainly not going to let anyone or anything to impede me from achieving my dreams this time. I am just one step away from it. Wouldn't it be utterly stupid to let something block your way when you are very close to getting what you want?
   The battle is just beginning. In 6 months time, there will be a war...whether I'm already prepared for it or I'm not. With the stakes more higher than ever...and that everybody that really cares about me are rooting for me to pull something out of all this mess, all I could do now is to prepare myself as much as I could and go all out in the final battle. I know very well that I'm capable, and if God's willing, able to pull out a miracle at the final minute. I have never been a person who always took the lead but instead someone who will always come from behind to win it. I don't need to make you lose or win every battle, all I need is to win the war...