Holidays!

   It's the holidays now and at last I've found some time to blog a bit more frequently. Ok... maybe that's an understatement as right after my so-called holidays are the preliminaries. But still, a holiday's still a holiday right? For me, a holiday is a opportunity to at least do something right this time after a half year full of stress on my emotions and of course, my brain. And so the list begins...going overseas, shopping, loads of music, catch-up TV on all my favorite series and last but not least, studying?!
   A lot of people around the globe are in need of a holiday but are always clogged up with more and more work by the day instead. Personally, still being a student is a blessing in disguise. At least we are given our fixture of holidays in the summer and the winter. Moreover, this is a badly needed holiday before the dreaded A' levels in November. Right after the holidays would be some of the toughest days of my student life, that I cold guarantee. In some way, this holiday is a way I can recuperate, recharge and reset my mind, body and perspectives before the second half of the battle begins. In fact, this is what everybody should be doing...taking a weeks holiday off regardless of how much workload they are bogged down with. Moreover, spending some time with your family will do far more greater good than slugging it out at work to give monetary luxuries to your family.
   On my part, the work life may not be too far away...but now that should not be my focus. The holiday serves as a chance to rethink of what have I done in the past one and a half year...both wrong and right. While there is that few moments of glory, especially after the first round of results...the mistakes are always there...unless I improve on it by time. This could very well be the turning point in my life. As for her, this may be a chance for me to rethink about my initial decision to be close to her again. With mounting pressure to make the right decisions this time and to succeed, maybe it's time I should give up on that idea. No matter how much I tried to mend our friendship ever since the last meltdown, things will never be the same again. Letting go is a good idea now.:)