Love lost and found...

   Someone once told me... it's funny that the person that we are destined with is living somewhere in this world, walking on the same Earth together with us. It's just that we have not realise who they are yet. Destiny is something that is already fixed and there's nothing we can do about it. We can only plan and choose...but the final decision still remains in the hands of God. We can force to "destined ourselves" with ones we choose to love but the consequences could be detrimental. However, this is something that is really hard to see when love blinds our eyes. It is undeniable that love is a really nice feeling; the warm fuzzy feeling inside that makes you stumble on your words, skip a heartbeat and keeps you occupied with the image of their smile and laughter on your mind all day.
   Love has always been closely related to destiny. Remembering the first time you felt love and all the mistakes that sometimes goes along with it in the end makes you realise...Had I never met her in the first place, would I be feeling better in the first place? It is through experience that we learn from these mistakes and hope that we will find the better one for us in the future. It is clear that love, emotions and feelings are issues that are not as simplistic as it seems. We are not able to totally eradicate this feeling..this love that we once felt with them. Somehow they still do live in our memory and we wished that things would worked out better back then. No matter how hard we try to forget them, we would still have a tinge of feelings left for them.
   Somehow, We all know deep down inside that we have to keep moving on for the ones we love. Regardless that the problem lies with you or her that it had turned into a meltdown, you have to go on with life. Let this instead be an experience and lesson for us as we go on with our lives. To me, at times its better to be anonymous...to hide the feelings and love you have for someone just to preserve to friendship that you've build up with them. If they are destined for you, somehow you will end up with them in the end. If you love someone so much, let them go; if she's your destiny, she'll come back to you.<3