Once again I’ve proven myself to be a jack of all trades again. I am able to solve and confront others problems but not able to even solve mine. I really thought I could have gotten over her but I kept thinking about her a lot lately. Can I blame myself for being like that? Seeing her photos on Facebook just makes it even worse.
Somehow I’ve got myself in control lately by not thinking of her too much but lately after listening to her saying that she might not be able to make it to JC2 next year make my heart breaks. Frankly speaking I feel like consoling her but I just kinda again feel that she doesn’t want to talk to me about it. If only I could tell her how much I feel about her, I would but it’s just too complicated. I seriously have a low self-esteem of myself and she is like, one of the most likeable girl around. However according to my intel, she had already knew of my feelings of her. But still maybe the frank confession would not come anyway….
On another note, at least there is something to be happy about. The exams are over!!!!!! At least now I can rest or maybe go watch a movie. Maybe this will help me to further forget her... there is no way I could get her. Although Celine and Naomi told me that the future may change and she will like me somehow but I sadly think otherwise. Maybe I’m really destined to be solo for now.
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